sigh .. what i have done..

yesterday was saturday
early in the morning heavy rain
cold weather for all of us in penang
i need to wake up early to prepare campfire dance
and then at night had to go batu ferringhi with her haha
cant wait to see her .. even though almost everyday i saw her
haha then was about time..
the campfire starts .. our dance opening
haha looks awful to me cause 3 days works can how
somemore i was furious bout what they have done
ok 1st of all they did not prepare anything
2ndly they bring the member to campfire
and the member nt even know what is campfire
urgh !! 3rdly my god bro start smoking
and my school gkk teach do something fuck.. he kept the invitation letter
don want let my scout went to the campfire

during the night and i rush home to prepare myself go to the batu feringhi haha
wow saw alot of stuff i wanted to buy but not enough cash
haha me her and her cousin
from what i saw from them is ... they bargain the price reli .... fuh pro
i saw watches but reli cant find what i actually want it
i did a few hehe she choose for me
i like that.... haha
when going back time i let her cousin drive my car
ok when we reach traffic light i should become driver back
during the switching place
the green light on
and the car behind sure shock that what i have done
haha....
then today sunday morning had to wake up for dim sum
the 1st thing i wake up im so dizzy
ok is not the kind that not enough sleep
migrain again
when i drive car i almost knock a few things
when i came home just blur
then after i talk to her in the phone
i went for a nap
and then i on9 with her then i fall asleep
then when i wake up .. i think she already angry me
haix ... why did i go roll on the bed ler sigh
she now doesnt talk much to me
what i have done wrong so sori to her
how could i apologize to her
sigh
really sad now
almost a year that i din have this feeling
today this feeling come back again
i don know what i have wrong
sobx







miss her
good night