hungry ghost festival ==
the point is you scare most cause of nothing
self delusion ....
oh well is gonna dark month for me
seriously is really god damm it
give me a break god .....
i don't who should i talk to, someone that i can express my FUCKING STRESS OUT!!! other than my best old pal (TJ)
zzz.... even tj only can give me temporary break time just play what he gives you ==
i not good at keeping .... problem to myself zz
i feel so heavy and overload whenever problem comes to me
new semester is going on 2 week
well intericad rm 1090
course fees pay by myself lol rm4180
police saman rm 300
break 3 glass in 2nd day of work (triple kill) in basin
boss just well ... dark face (i dont dare look to him) do you dare ?? hehahahah
new work is nice for me .. does not overtired
mostly learn bout discipline and well manners .. that what i need for myself
obviously main target is money
ya .. i really sort of out of cash... i din have cash for myself to spend
my dad work twice harder than usual
zzz ....hmmm .. the best way i working for my own pocket money
homework need 30 ++ tiles to go
research more than usual
some are impossible research
well i guess im abit wrong for sometimes
may be to over for sometimes
i din realise my attitude getting worst sometimes
ya there is someone frustrating bout me
I had enough with all those scolding blaming irresponsible thingy
i get it I get IT !! i not stupid or retard
i just lost my way
cant you all just guide me abit
zzz lol urgh off to bed......
cant anyone just understand me more bit
