我是不是很烦？？？？

我到底有没有令人家烦呢？？
我是不是那么的没用呢？？

我有时会怕会烦到别人。。 可能我担心的太多了吧
有时我会想太多了吧。。

有时真的好想掉一滴眼泪
有时真的好想喊很大声
有时真的好想练拳把全身的体力用完 累得爬不起

可是我不能这么做我不能这么弱
可是我有时忍不到
但我想我能做得到
很多东西我可能没有那么的幸运可以拥有
很多东西我可能比较倒霉

我有了三样不会输人
我有一位很好的女朋友 虽然她的脾气有时很霸道 还是那么的爱她
我有艺术天分 不是每个人拿得起笔就可以变美术
我有家庭虽然只是不是很富有 有个很好的爸妈
虽然买不起很多东西 我觉得很足够了

我不想要给人看到我那么的弱
还不是一样的弱
天生吧。。

好想玩篮球
好想把时间停止 和我的女朋友在一起
珍惜 她， 爱着她， 保护她 不管我有多弱都好
很想和她去欧洲 深学 和 伊塔利 和她一起旅行
和她度过人生 让她觉得很幸福

我最不喜欢看到伤心
闷闷不乐， 烦恼
苦脸又安静坐在那儿
好想多问一句 到底有什么事
和她分享每一个烦恼
和她说 ：我爱你



what pops out my mind just jot down
feels better right now..
miss her though ....
don know how she work out with her finals
better do mine also

i love u

exam week +.+

Exam week just around the corner
maybe design department all headache for exam >.<
or maybe nothing happen to them ...
history of art... standby already
technical drawing anytime will do .. just has to test my speed and accuracy of drawing the perspective.... architecture that one not sure
teacher not even mention that
english change teacher ..so boring in the class

during this time at the midnight
miss her alot though..
we had gone alot of places do something crazy
have you ever run down from seven floor
till ground floor just to lazy wait for lift ?
well i do .... me and her had alot of fun time which i really very happy bout that
looking at sea and eating ice cream at gurney drive
people must be looking weird at us

sigh her neck injured maybe sprain during the night she sleep not well
accidentally strain her muscles ...
well i had that before now i remember
takes me weeks to heal
worry bout her much
typo and advertisment must be very hard for her to understand the notes
hmm?? how could i help her

yesterday i such a fool upset her
stupid head make me accidentally sleep
next time i won't do that again

and again my dad last minute skill
he told me that tomorow visit grandma grave i think
and my monk godfather
underneath of my eyes pain... why would that happen
when drive car my tears spill out for no reason

is late already
dun sleep too late

miss her every time the clock ticking

good night