misunderstanding .. zz

i duno what else to say

seriously there was dam fuck misunderstanding

I does not even cheating ... i doesnt think that this may cost so much problem

im sick of it...

i mean like we are normal normal friend who talk once in a while in few month

hello is few months !!!! i might talk to her today but nex time i talk to her maybe a few month later

i dont get it...

my wallet got your picture .. come on ... you are my girlfriend you should know right

i everyday looking at you... i din even a second thinking of cheating u

how come since the start you were like hoping me cheat you

i was trying to good with everybody

how come you say me only with girls ?

but seriously after awhile i does not like to helping u in some thing

you does not even care

does even say a thank you or show some appreciation from that

you just say you finish you can go already

you know how i feel?

i feel i being used or being humiliate

when i talk about how fun was my class

you say sharon say thing wasnt correct or either fake one

you know is like wash away my mood.

whenever i bad mood ... do u like even care ?

everyday after work i was hoping listen you said

how are work today, tired ?anything happen there ?

and not shouting at me scolding me disturbing u study

that day i ask u for dinner eating u were screaming at me

YOU WHAT IS FEELS LIKE WHEN YOU FREAKING TIRED

YOU BEING NICE TO SOMEONE AND YOU GET SCREAM !!!

i bet you doesnt know anything happen

fine .. have it your way

i done

i sick of everything

finally i told u

I DOES NOT CHEAT ON YOU SO DONT ACCUSE ME FOR SOME SILLY STUFF OF MY OWN PRIVACY...

I HAVE MY PRIVACY

next time ? there is no next time..

do you know that 1 day got 24 hours ?

in 24 hours i slept 5 hour school stuff 8hours++ include hwk .. .working 4 hours fb only 1 hours plus plus during midnite.... i barely have time to go to flirt

cant you just trust the hell out of me

i just crapping at facebook whatever happen in facebook stays in facebook

i din do a shit about any girls

im not saying u are wrong but be reasonable bit

i stress !!!!! i barely have proper dinner everyday !

dont you even care ?? i work just to earn 400bucks for wat ??!!

i wanna buy you something .. i wan buy u clothes stuff

wallet u ever wanted .. i cnt afford rite now i wan to buy it for u ... u say u duwan waste money on fon.. fine i go work earn money to pay my own phone bill

whenever i call u .. u say bz .. bzz.... after work i call u .. u also bz ...

then i play dota do hwk

jz like tht ... i din go flirt or anything else .. fine have it ur way

im done with it .... i done begging

i dono wat to do seriously

i havent said anything u said all excuse then wat u wan me to say ?

i only want u to trust me

I DIN FLIRT !!!! I DIN LIKE ANYBODY
IM AWAKE NOT SLEEPING !!!!

a long august

oh well here we are august

hungry ghost festival ==

the point is you scare most cause of nothing

self delusion ....

oh well is gonna dark month for me

seriously is really god damm it

give me a break god .....

i don't who should i talk to, someone that i can express my FUCKING STRESS OUT!!! other than my best old pal (TJ)

zzz.... even tj only can give me temporary break time just play what he gives you ==

i not good at keeping .... problem to myself zz

i feel so heavy and overload whenever problem comes to me

new semester is going on 2 week

well intericad rm 1090

course fees pay by myself lol rm4180

police saman rm 300

break 3 glass in 2nd day of work (triple kill) in basin

boss just well ... dark face (i dont dare look to him) do you dare ?? hehahahah

new work is nice for me .. does not overtired

mostly learn bout discipline and well manners .. that what i need for myself

obviously main target is money

ya .. i really sort of out of cash... i din have cash for myself to spend

my dad work twice harder than usual

zzz ....hmmm .. the best way i working for my own pocket money

homework need 30 ++ tiles to go

research more than usual

some are impossible research

well i guess im abit wrong for sometimes

may be to over for sometimes

i din realise my attitude getting worst sometimes

ya there is someone frustrating bout me

I had enough with all those scolding blaming irresponsible thingy

i get it I get IT !! i not stupid or retard

i just lost my way

cant you all just guide me abit

zzz lol urgh off to bed......

cant anyone just understand me more bit

holidays going on

holiday going on so far ... boring ...

nobody at penang no where to go nothing to do

worst thing is internet down for gaming only i can't play a game

no dota no game

watch show . show gonna end sometimes right..

ok i got to do something ya ID1 rendering ...i dono when i gonna start doing cause i doesnt not feel liking to do it==.... i just wanna live in my own world for a moment

when school start i gonna stop gaming

today is monday

well

it is almost a week that my girlfriend out of penang

so what can I do is .. stay at house do shit

hah...

well TC 2 reunion dinner

is not quite actually is Tc2 dinner

i think is more on scout and rover ajk dinner zz

the members does not much

most of it is the committee

from year ... i don't know maybe 2002 until 2010 ... and most of it are scouts ...amount of guides is by using ur finger also can count

very a little all the committee . and the rest outsider i tak tau siapa tu

ok 1st of it i met all my old friend hahaha

we joke and laugh

well some of my friend grown fat and some of it blonde hair long hair.. lol

lye boon and harjinder still the same gila gila

and as for my table our committee come 8 out of 9

not bad huh

as usual we fool like no one else business

we played some game hah

lame game

is quite fun when we actually become form 1 2 again haha .. but the worst thing was we shout in the hotel == haha

in the end we all out of voice .. ler ......

at the end of the day all go home with tireness but we still go to such a quiet pub haha

looking my friend sing song .. boring sit there talking with others after that all when back to house .. well see you all

is hard to see everyone together and do stupid stuff

you never what it is

but you sure know that is gonna fun after all hahah

hmm.. my girlfriend is at KL and genting shopping hmm

miss her .. but did she miss me hahah

have fun in your vacation hehe

wow this year go to genting the third time damm nice man

i wish i could folow too

well er ... miss u alot

now you at pantai

doin wat o ??

bz-ing ? hehe

at pantai 1 week gonna do wat o ?? hehe

faster come back ya hehe

germay 3rd and school holidays

hmm what should i do ??

errr... go to lepak where lei

budget problem la wei sienz

nid to buy taekwando uniform somemore boot camp zz

too many stuff .. haiya

come to think of it .. i din get to spend for myself also aiya

hmm .. well wednesday got exam autocad

okok la can do

but maizul stuff how do i gonna pass to him tomorrow

err... hmm saturday melvin do birthday party at batu ferringhi

barbeque ?? errr. dono eat wat la

makan pisang ... zzz hahaha

hmm a few weeks more left

what i think for now is

now is holiday but i don feel relax because the other sem gonna start soon

and i feel like now is just for me to rest and then continue with semester

my mum call me go work

wat the hell so tired ler somemore work

is true tht i can get money but i dun feel like working

hmmm ... well but i need money too for spending for myself

i cnt like high school spending for foods only

so working is not a bad idea

but working makes ur homeworks drops alot ...

so still considering

today i found out something really trigger my mind

is that aaron best friend fed up with him cuz

he everyday ask him go out

once or twice is ok

but he said aaron almost everyday ask him out so

mean he is FUCKING LYING in presentation

say he no time la what la

bunch of shit

if think that u go out and then can finish work fine have it ur way

but don;t you dare say that you got 6 subject and yet u have no time

and you call Fahmi to say that we does not like come on ... if u good enough we sure welcome u as friend .. but please don't use your excuse make us looks like a clown ..

bunch of noobs ,... hahahah

what kind of word bunch of noobs

hehe

getting late dear

good nite har

dun get cold

world cup la wei

so late wan
sleepy ler world cup
at nite so cold fuiyo
writing essay haha
what to write lei lame zzz
okok 1st of all dissapointed of germany
paul the octopus i wan fried u to eat already haaha
tomorow sunday errr do wat lei err .. stil playing comp ?
gonna find something interesting to do hmm
nid to photocopy my perspective somemore lol
play alot of dota match blur always hang hang hang pek chek die alot kill less less haix ya
ah dear whole day do wat har
sure watch tv wan hor har
naughty har din do hwk
"tiak" u er
guai guai study har nt until late late wan
dun laugh i tell u hng heheheh
i monday school
then wednesday morning exam
and thursday english we same same wan lu heheh
then reli holiday d
dear when we start open school har ??
lazy go college d ler
id 2 and 3 sien
see lecturer face also bo lat haha
my blog rojak all haha
dun laugh
miss me mou ?
so many days din see me le hahaha
k la do homework ar
dun curi tengok hehe
good nite o dear

haloha ....

chilling nite ..cold as usual makes me wanted to sleep but no way
somebody ask me write something o hahah
who was it lei
my dear lo
dun laugh
i know u laugh
you har always the most naughty wan
accidentally throw the pepprer wrapper into ur fries
dun angry ka ookko ok la
hahah miss u lu dear
ish ish
tiak u er
blex
dun naughty o i tell u
tonite no nid sleep d see football hahaha
half n hour more
some ppl say spain win
dono how la hahaha
nw tv do titanic
hehe tml u can wake up meh
sure like pig pig wan u heheh
dun curi see ppl blog later police can catch wan lo hahaha
blex
misss u lu k
see u tml la dear
sleep early ar
i also wan sleep d
headache lo
hhehe today whole day at gurney actually is do ntg
is lepak lepak and play "ting ting"
hehe k la i love u